I had never dated until 2008. Throughout university I felt awkward and didn’t really receive much female attention…and certainly no attention from the sexy smoking girls.
Since 2008 I’ve had one date a year…all with smokers but none getting passed the initial meet-up, until last year when the date turned into a relationship that lasted 4 months.
It was the best 4 months ever, and I learnt A LOT. And yes, she was a smoker and she even lit up in my bed.
Last week I went on my first date since the breakup.
Another smoker, of course.
It was fun but I’m not sure if I want to take things any further.
I’ve been writing about the experience with my Flamingo Friends, the private email list for this blog, where I share more intimate stories and thoughts.
I’ve not yet released the second part of the dating account so if you sign up now you’ll get all the sexy smoking details in the next day or so:
I was due to go on another date tonight, this time with a different girl – I was hugely looking forward to meeting up with her but this morning she cancelled on me. I’m hoping it’s just nerves and she’ll change her mind shortly but it has put a bit of a downer on the day….the perception that I get to date sexy smokers is a fun one, but the reality of dating can be hard on the ol’ emotions.
But, now more than ever, its important that I embrace it and I act on my desires and make my fantasies real.
That said, a bit of fantasy is fun… for example, here’s my perfect woman (whose pictire I found on facebook this morning):