Happy January guys.
It may be cold outside but I am feeling GREAT. I’ve recently been messaging lots of girls on online dating and having a great time. I’m looking forward to going on a few dates and seeing where things go.
And they are all smokers of course…
When I was younger I had no confidence around girls.
Well, I could always talk to them so things weren’t that extreme, but I could never take things to the next level…
But I’ve worked out why I was so nervous…
I really think it was because I simply wasn’t attractive to girls….I was under-developed and looked like a kid.
I tried so hard to have all the confidence in the world but I could always ‘sense’ that girls weren’t attracted to me in a sexual way. It was not fun to be a teen like that…especially a teen with a smoking fetish and no smoking friends.
Well fast forward a few years and things have definitely changed. I guess I must have been a late bloomer because in the last couple of years I’ve received A LOT more female attention….thank you late-onset puberty!
With my new-found ‘looks’ (sounds pretty douchy right?) and an ever increasing confidence since getting my first girlfriend last year, I feel invincible.
Ah, to be young but not *too* young.
In summary, I’m loving my mid 20s.
Now I have a new problem…I tend to attract nice non-smoking girls, rather than smokers.
But I have a way around it…
It’s where I met my ex-girlfriend and it’s where I’ll meet my next girlfriend I’m sure. It’s great because it allows me to search for smokers, and I seem to be having some success based on the emails I’ve been receiving. I just simply don’t meet smokers in my day-to-day life, but online I already know if they are smokers or not.
I’m also employing radical honesty.
No longer am I shying away from my fetish. I’m telling girls pretty early on in the email conversation that I think smoking is sexy (or at least that I don’t mind it at all). It’s not been 100% fool-proof. At least one girl blocked me from messaging her shortly after I told her, but for all the other girls they don’t seem to have made an issue of it…in fact I’m hoping that when we eventually meet the girl might decide to smoke a cigarette to cheekily grab my attention…
You see, I’m not ASHAMED of my fetish any more. As fetishes go it’s relatively tame in the grand scheme of things and I feel less like a freak than I did when I first started finding smoking women sexy in my teens.
This is a big deal.
Of course I don’t tell friends about my fetish and sure, ‘Haters gonna hate’ as they say, but I’m not going to let that stop me living the best life I can…and my best life will definitely include a smoker by my side. And I can’t wait.
Thanks for coming along for the ride!
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