I love hearing about a woman’s addiction to cigarettes.
The idea that a woman absolutely, positively needs a cigarettes turns me on faster and more intensely than anything else in the world.
The idea of a hot naked woman?
Nice but nothing to write home about.
The idea of a woman rushing out of a shopping centre with a cigarette in her hand ready to light up upon exit?
My heart is racing at the idea!
Rushing to Light Up
Three years on I still find myself thinking about the girls at university who would rush out their lectures to light up. Or that cold winter’s day when I shared an elevator with one of the university staff as she made a dash for the outside to have a smoke:
Writing in 2007:
The descent was even slower than usual as the lift kept on stopping on almost every floor, despite anyone actually entering the lift. The woman was getting quite annoyed at this and let out a sigh before delving into her bag to retrieve something.
That would explain why she was getting annoyed with the slow descent. She needed a cigarette. As soon as possible! She took out one of her Lambert and Butler cigarettes, retrieved her lighter and closed her bag. She held the cigarette for the remained of the descent, putting it to her mouth as the lift doors opened. She followed me outside -I wanted to get myself in a good view of the light-up -the anticipation was building. As soon as the cold afternoon air hit her face she was lighting up that cigarette: Her expression – divine.
Given this obsession with addiction is an integral part of my smoking fetish, you can imagine my reaction when I came across these youtube videos:
Firstly a 2 pack a day smoker who is being paid to only smoke 1 cigarette a day when she needs it most:
The way she holds the smoke before loudly exhaling takes my breath away.
Addiction at its most sexy.
“I need a cigarette, bad.”
And secondly, this compilation beautifully highlights the struggle to quit smoking cigarettes from the perspective of several female smokers.
I could watch these two clips for hours. In fact, I have been doing exactly that.
I guess you could say I’m addicted.