I strongly believe that one does not choose their sexuality and that I acquired the smoking fetish by no fault of my own.
June 2004
I still remember the dread but kind of excitement that came over me when I found out someone smoked.
Then the interviewer said in his french accent:
“Can you show me a sexy drag on your cigarette?” – She said “no, not here”
Today I had an A Level exam – before the exam its always a stressful period but what I saw and heard made me feel a little better: I was talking to a girl about the exam we were about to sit – then: She says: “I think I’ll have a cigarette” as she picks up a revision [...]