Unrelated photo...I couldn't help myself as it's such a sexy drag
As regular readers know, I had my first girlfriend last year.
It was one of the most incredible times of my life and the culmination of a lot of ‘growth’ and confidence building.
For years I had struggled around girls. I was the ‘nice guy’ that didn’t get any female attention.
Throughout high school I thought I wasn’t getting attention because I was too fat.
Then it was because I was too thin.
Then it was because I was too ‘weird’.
And then throw in a smoking fetish and I was even more frustrated…because I wasn’t even friends with any smokers.
When I headed to university I was determined to re-invent myself and start hanging around with some smoking girls!
For the first few days I did quite well. In fact I even wrote about it at the time.
Sunday 26 September 2004
Today was the big day…I am now at university!
The first sighting of the day occurred as I was transferring the contents of the car to my room. A very attractive tall girl with voluminous copper hair passed me as I carried my suitcase to my room…she was dragging on a cigarette at the time. My parents were following me so I could not stop but it gave me high hopes for the days and weeks to come.
The inevitable unpack, organise and socialise with the other occupants of my corridor occurred before I made my way to the junior common room (JCR). The first thing that struck me was the lack of the fairer sex…it would not remain this way for long…
I continued to socialise with different ever-forming groups. One guy in particular was very outgoing and welcomed most people into the group of about 10 boys that were talking at one side of the room. Then I smelt smoke…I looked around but could not see any smoking…then I saw such a wonderful sight.
A cute blonde had walked in with two other girls and as they walked round the room I’m sure most guys eyes followed their movements.
The main interest for me was the cigarette.
A very sexy (a little small though), cute blonde was smoking in the JCR – I did not know whether one could smoke in the room but I didn’t want her to stop!
She took very nice deep drags and the cutest tiny snap inhale. Every time she dragged her eyebrows furrowed as if it was a pleasurable but tiring action to take such a huge drag. Although her exhales were always standard cones, her facial muscles relaxed as she breathed out the smoke.
Wow…I wished so much I could talk to her.
Luckily my new found very extrovert friend made his way across the room where the girls had found a table. The group had grown to five as my friend approached them:
- An average looking black haired roll-up smoker
- A non-smoking girl of Asian origin
- A pretty friendly brunette non-smoker
- The sexy small blonde smoker clearly enjoying some kind of white filter menthol
- A sexy brunette who had just lit up a pall mall cork.
This opportunity was too good to miss!
As my friend introduced himself as I made my way to the girls. The girls were very friendly as I joined the conversation. I was so pleased to be where I was. We talked for a while before the girls left to sort out their health registration – I had even suggested they did it in the first place- d’oh
Fifteen minutes later the girls returned one by one and I positioned myself in the right position to be right opposite the sexy blonde and brunette smokers.
Within a few minutes all the girls had returned and the conversation got into full swing…but the smoking didn’t. I
didn’t mind much because I was getting to know the girls. The sexy blonde did not show as much enthusiasm with my conversation as the non-smoking brunette but I enjoyed all their company. With half an hour before evening meal I was really hoping that the smokers would want another cigarette – after all they had not smoked for over an
hour.
The blonde answered my prayers: “I’ll just have a quick one while I have time” she said as she opened her cigarette packet and placed on between her lips. The smoking brunette decided this was a good idea and lit up a cork tip.
Every so often the girls would de-ash on the floor. My friend noticed this and commented on it. The cute blonde replied:” Its rubbing in quite well (as she rubbed the ash into the carpet with her foot…Its a shame they don’t provide ash trays”
The sexy brunette then said: “I’m not even sure we are allowed to smoke in here” as she took another drag.
I promptly (maybe a little too promptly!) replied: “You can smoke in here. Its fine”. I did not know but what else could I say?! My friend confirmed that I was right – he admitted that he himself was a smoker and had checked.
The blonde girl then said: “well I’ve already smoked in here anyway so who cares?!” – this made all of us laugh – she didn’t even think about whether or not she was allowed to smoke inside when she had first come in!
The sexy brunette then replied: “and we can smoke in our rooms”.
With this remark the blonde smoker’s beautiful big eyes widened and a huge perfect smile appeared on her face. I tried to hid my excitement – I was loving where this conversation was going!
I was in heaven.
After evening meal and welcome speech we all headed to the JCR which was now serving alcohol. I met the girls who were already there and they asked me what the speech was all about as they had missed it. I recounted the important points…always making eye contact with the smokers while they dragged on their cigarettes…their eyes focused on
me as I gave them the information.
I even got a picture on my camera phone of the pretty blonde girl taking a drag:
Once again I thoroughly enjoyed the experience. However as it was just me and them I began to feel uncomfortable. It did not feel right to be sitting with the girls when there was so many other people to talk to. I did not want them
thinking that I was just following them around so I made my excuses and moved around the room to sit and talk with other groups. I returned to the group again later on in the night…the girls were still smoking. When I left for the second time I timed my exit just right as the cute blonde had just taken a gorgeous drag.
Not wanting to exhale the smoke straight away but wanting to wish me good bye, she waved her cigarette hand at me and said a quiet “goodbye” – saving her breath obviously wanting to keep as much of the precious calming smoke in her beautiful body.
I approached another set of less attractive but nonetheless smoking girls who were sitting with a guy who I had spoke to once. By first making conversation with him I was able to casually sit down next to the girls. They were nothing however to the previous set of girls both in conversational ability, looks, and smoking style.
As I made my way to my room something caught my eye…As I looked through one of the first story flats I could see a big window that was open…through the window I saw a beautiful sight — it was the beautiful pretty blonde smoker sitting in her room…smoking!
For the rest of my time at university I had my fair share of awesome sightings and even developed friendships with female smokers. But nothing developed.
After graduation I started getting a lot more female attention. I had matured and was loving that girls were actually flirting with me!
But I was still struggling to find a smoker I could date.
Internet Dating
Over the next few years I DID go on dates with smokers – but I never progressed passed Date #1 as they were internet dates and when we met in person there was no chemistry…until I met the girl who would become my girlfriend for 3 months, smoke in my bed, and generally be amazing and give me hope that there sexy smoking girls who want me 
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Internet Dating – the next chapter
I’ve made a new discovery on internet dating sites – even non-smoking girls are really smokers!
I’ve been messaging quite a few girls recently. I only message girls who are occasional or regular smokers but if the girl messages me first I reply to them if I like the look of them…even if they say they are a non-smoker.
What I’ve been finding is that a lot of girls who say they are non-smokers are actually at least occasional smokers when I ask them!
For example, imagine my surprise and delight when a pretty non-smoking girl replied to my question: “Have you ever smoked socially?”
AMAZING! To me that sounds like she still DOES smoke but is trying to underplay it, despite claiming on her profile to being a non-smoker.
I’m back to being excited…and unlike my university days, I KNOW I have a chance of finding a hot smoking girl to call my own again. It’s only a matter of time
One of my 
